The other day, while I was cleaning up my closets (yeah, I do clean... once in a blue moon), I came across an old essay I had written at the start of high school, and the other I had done based on it at the end of my high school years. I remember a line from there: "Who is this girl, who I know so well, but still is so different from me now?" In a way, I ask that again, because I'm not sure I know those girls any more. Lost things, friendships, relationships, people that once held the importance of the world for me, now gone. Things gained, new people, new loves, new friends, not always here to stay or necessarily good for you either. One jus